Monday, August 25, 2008

don't scared don't scared

hello dear, read ur blog/s n i get the feeling u feel apprehensive abt ur trip. quite normal to feel a little jittery i suppose: i felt... alone too when i sat on the train to new york city on my own.

but all that disappeared when the train pulled up n i stepped out of the station, cos all thats before me r endless possibilities ('shud i grab a hotdog now? or shud i go take pretty skyscraper photos??'... oh wait, i spot a bunch of hot japanese girls across the street... shall tail them n get a closer look...') - [scripted conversation, may not have happened in reality]

but ya, my point is, don't stay scared for too long k? cos when u forget ur fears and everything slides into focus, the solo road trip becomes so exhilarating and... refreshing..? n i was so glad i was alone. cos the 'kick' wouldn't have been as great if i wasn't so alone. (err does tt make sense? sorry darling, sleepy=incoherent)

so the bottomline is, i think u will stay scared and meek for all of 30seconds. after that u'll lose urself in the moment n enjoy the solitude. of cos, rembr to look out for urself amidst all the fun la.

no point burdening urself with all the self-doubt, worries at this point dear. don't scared k? :)

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