this is a good enough place to put my morning meditations, i suppose. if this does continue substancially enough maybe i Will reopen this place (!) and everything will once again be free. do you know this site has been closed for two years now. how horribly long. what a length of time; a bit of a mouthful to think about. in any case, if i do free this place up maybe the sheer avalanche of words and memories and spans of time will be sufficient to awe the new visitors into treating my archives respectfully. up to the early part of 2008 (before doingthekiwi) are pretty sweet. in any case.

i'm still pretending we're out there somewhere.