i had breakfast with hb earlier today, and now i am back for a bit, before i leave for town. mongolia visa. predecessors being carrot cake, soya bean and very chocolate ice cream. good stuff.
:do you plan to marry g?
: yes i plan to marry g.
not looking up, still creating chili art.
she tells me to get attached so i won't have any more problems. either that, or tell the world i'm lesbian.
mayboo says that once a year i get into the drama of heartstuff. i swear i don't remember it like that, that i am more rational but she says alethia's the elephant's cousin and that she is always right. idk about that.
i don't know what i'm saying, really. i guess it's been so long since i thought about love (romance? what?) that i'm clumsy in my thoughts, stumbling and awkward.
hb says that you're ready when you're independent.
maybe we can sit side by side in a coffee shop, our coffees and teas around us, and while you fidget i have the strength to look away.
but i don't think that's what she meant.
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