unresponsive, brusque, curt, countrary, uncomprehending, silent, deaf, and dumb.
sorry if i've been that. it's just, when i'm that, it's because i'm struggling with something inside.
energy gets taken away then, and then being with you is too much.
reminder to self: need a stylo milo dark brown pseudo leather bagpack, to print out e-ticket, write letters, procure a digital camera, winter clothes, and a luggage that is bigger than i am.
first wave of homesickness, even before i leave.
must be strong. and then love some more.
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