rachel says:
i mean
rachel says:
study, put in effort and it pays off right? but i've been doing that and yet i'm nowhere near anywhere i should be. i pray day and night for. well. brains and please please please God to help me.
rachel says:
but now it seems to me that this is a test. like how i say i'll trust him in everything.. well this is a really bad patch in my life now and am i still trusting in him?
rachel says:
God's plan for me might just feature bad a level grades.. i can't say that he won't give me crap grades even if i have been putting in the effort.
rachel says:
as in. yeah i'm still praying all the time that he'll grant me the grades i feel my efforts deserve but well.
rachel says:
i mean
rachel says:
sigh
Vince says:
hmmm
rachel says:
it's hard to say yes God i'll trust you no matter what in these circumstances
you know what girl? im feeling almost the same. alot worse than you. about having faith. im losing almost every single bit i have in Him.
ReplyDeletekeep going babe.. keep going.
ReplyDeletesomeone gave me this to ponder over: "on the timeline of eternity, what are studies?"
which is quite true isn't it?
so let's work for God- and trust Him with our lives no matter what.
because He is God.
trying hard to. been rather tired. =)
ReplyDeletebut yeah. God is good, all the time.
yeah. =) cz.. our faith is tested and refined through such trials.
ReplyDeleteI mean if we trust God only when things are going right for us then our trust in Him can't be worth very much right? (: come. we'll do it together. =) -hugs